Wednesday, June 30, 2004
hmm you may think i am sensitive or something. But if you try to be nice saying you are on the phone and you have work to do? then you should just tell me u dun want me to bother me. why cant i speak u? i dun know ... my decision is to let go. no point knocking on a door when no one wants to open the door. let go, i will but there is something within me that doesn't want. but what can i do?????? ;( i guess i have done enough. I don't know what to do anymore. everything i have done, isnt enough? i don't know anymore . i really dun know anymore. everything i have done during the past 3 months isnt enough to move your heart. Haiz.
i always pray for you . Pray for your heart to change, pray that you will be safe, well-taken care of. i dont know how long my feelings will last. i dont dare to say how long it will last. i am really hurt by what you feel that you dont have feelings. i really doubt your words but its from your mouth. i have to accept that. i love you but if you really don't want, i have no choice. really not a choice.
you may never hear from me or see me. but for now . the feeling is as strong as before. it will take time , i don't know how, dont know when, don't know anymore.
norman ran through the snow at 12:20 PM [comment]
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Would you be mine
If I try
Till my love dies
Would you be mine?
Would you be mine?
If I cry
Every single night
Would you be mine ?
Would you be mine?
Loving you is no lie
Hurting you makes me cry
If I never try
Would you ever be mine?
If I wait
Till the end of time
Would you be mine?
Would you be mine?
If I love
You forever in my life
Would you be mine?
Would you be mine?
Loving you is no lie
Hurting you makes me cry
If I never try
Would you ever be mine?
norman ran through the snow at 9:26 AM [comment]
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
argh... i dun know why i keep thinking thinking thinking.
norman ran through the snow at 12:55 PM [comment]
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hmm all over .. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
norman ran through the snow at 10:54 AM [comment]
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
i am emo boy.....
norman ran through the snow at 12:42 AM [comment]
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i am emo boy.....
norman ran through the snow at 12:42 AM [comment]
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
hmmm... back home from sentosa. emo again ... just cant understand why ? hmmm i guess ... haiz ...
norman ran through the snow at 9:45 PM [comment]
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Monday, June 21, 2004
hmmm . what else is there to say... ? haiz... just smile lah. hmmm i love you buti dun know if you do love me? would you consider me back again? i dun know ... did you know? that more people die from the coconuts falling off the tree than sharks killing humans.
norman ran through the snow at 4:16 PM [comment]
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
i know that i will change .
norman ran through the snow at 9:05 PM [comment]
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Friday, June 18, 2004
are you the one that i still know? or the one who has changed? am i still trying to live in my dreams or must i face the reality? could anyone tell me?
norman ran through the snow at 2:10 PM [comment]
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
back at the LAN shop blogging. Well, sometimes things really dont go my way. Hmm... why does it go the other way? puzzled... the question is why i have not given up? why am i holding on to it.? isnt her answer so obvious? i think its time for some thinking and also whether to go ahead with what i planned to do. I guess i will wait for that day to come. is it clear that something is bothering me ? behind the happy face.. obvious meh? signing out.
norman ran through the snow at 11:00 AM [comment]
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
ya ... back in the LAN shop again. sucks manz... kinda sleepy now ... dreaming of her. missing her. can we back together again? signin off...
norman ran through the snow at 4:22 PM [comment]
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
haiz... its boring here in gold coast. nothing but boring .. thats why i am here blogging. Well, nothing much has happened here except seeing a crime scene in a shopping mall. Enjoying the hot water in the service apartment which is next to the beach. Something to say here, i dreamt abt her last night. It was a absolute lovely dream which i will never forget. I just wished it could go on further. Can dreams turn into reality ? i really do love her.hmm .. haiz.. well. its all up to jesus to decide. signing out. ciaoz
norman ran through the snow at 6:52 PM [comment]
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
does it hurt to love someone so much? If yes, why people keep going onto relationships?????
and if there is one important prayer/wish that will be answered/granted, what will it be?
norman ran through the snow at 4:30 PM [comment]
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Sunday, June 06, 2004
i pray that she will be fine .. take care of yourself.. i truly love you..
norman ran through the snow at 2:13 PM [comment]
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
i like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you say, do you say what you mean?
I want our love to last forever
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, do you mean what you say?
When you say our love could last forever
But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home still thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever
I was believing in you
I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow
norman ran through the snow at 1:32 AM [comment]
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
maybe i should give up... should i? i just don't know the answer.
norman ran through the snow at 1:59 PM [comment]
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