Monday, November 29, 2004

haha just back from a coffee session with mao mao, andy , jifang and guo zheng. had a great time in the van talking rubbish... catch up with each other. This few days, met up with old friends seems quite fun.

went shopping at town .. haha saw madeline there. Kinda funny ... could not recognize her...hahah changed quite alot. hahaha had to take a second look to confirm again...
hahaha

arsenal just lost... what a joke... i think they can disband and call themselves the misfiring gunners.

haha well, going to slp now... ciaoz...


norman ran through the snow at 1:52 AM [comment]

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

had some time with kai lunz.. jian wei and yongtat at bucks and playing bball. Its been a long time since i met up with them. Really had a good time with them. kai lun asked me this, have i got over her yet...? i said yes.. well.. almost.

while i was cycling, i was thinking of just everything... my life and stuff...and i think that everything is calm and peaceful. I just dun want to change anything now. i love to cycle, trying to get good results for my studies, blah blah blah

got caught in the rain just now... so tiring to cycle in the rain. well, more things to ponder over sleep today. well, good nitez....


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Friday, November 26, 2004

had a splitting headache last night.

i think that i have decided not to play bball competitively. every time i play bball, i will have headache. migraines i think. cannot stand the pain after playing. No more playing in competitions. After every bball session , my head will definitely go spinning ....

dun know why this morning , my temper was bad... so bad that i pissed my mum off.. sorry mum... hmm no excuses but the whole day my temper wasnt really good.

oh ya , one more thing to add.. drinking is bad for health. Alcohol is a DOWNER that reduces activity in the central nervous system. The alcohol intoxicated person exhibits loose muscle tone, loss of fine motor coordination, and often has a staggering "drunken" gait.

Eyes: The eyes may appear somewhat "glossy" and pupils may be slow to respond to stimulus. At high doses pupils may become constricted.
Vital Signs: At intoxicating doses, alcohol can decrease heart rate, lower blood pressure and respiration rate, and result in decreased reflex responses and slower reaction times.
Skin:Skin may be cool to the touch (but the user may feel warm), profuse sweating may accompany alcohol use.
Observation: Loose muscle tone, loss of fine motor coordination, odor of alcohol on the breath, and a staggering "drunken" gait.

but i like to drink at times. not often but sometimes... current favourite? bailey's


norman ran through the snow at 1:13 AM [comment]

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Monday, November 22, 2004

woo hoo~ back from bangkok. the forum was really interesting... just shopping shopping and more shopping. did not really have a say in the discussions. i think that the time for discussions were short. haha its was certainly fun at times but when it comes to the talks and stuff... i slept almost half of the time.

coming back from overseas made me refreshed. i think i will try to strive hard and be good boy...
hahaha .... no more fooling around and destroying my freaking life. no more.

with an upcoming trip overseas with my mum again. i think i will be happier hahahah....

had a class outing today. had some fun there... i think my class needs some gelling. kinda slack when it comes to outings and stuff like that. only a bunch are really interested. haha but its ok la... i am sure next time, more will come.

no more being sad over her... no point being heartbroken over her... cause... etc etc....


norman ran through the snow at 1:21 AM [comment]

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

hmmm... its been quite a long time since i physically typed out....

finally i could head out to venture to bangkok. Kinda exciting to be there for the forum but i will miss many stuff , esp my lovely Giant. i will not get to have an orgasm with Giant. HaHa...

I dun know what else to put. too lazy to put...
just living my life in quietness...

when p gary told me that i am a guy whom he does not know what i am thinking, i was pondering.. am i introvert? sometimes i dun have the desire to speak out my feelings. I dun really think its somehow necessary for me to speak out abt myself. It has backfired so many times till i just shut up when possible. Do i really have to speak out?

i just crack jokes and do stupid things to cover my quietness... i just dun let people know i am so negative abt everything. i dun want the past to plague me. but there are times which i cant erase it. not point talking abt the past. it makes me sad... once i think of it, it turns me off to whatever i will do. i really cant carry this on... really tired ... ciaoz ppl.


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Friday, November 12, 2004

Artist: Bonnie McKee Lyrics
Song: Somebody Lyrics
I sit alone, a dark theater,
Watching the people arrive hand in hand, everybody but me.
Oh...
I stay behind, watching the credits roll by.
Roll, roll, roll right by me.
Well I know, I won't cry cause there is somebody, somebody,
Somebody waiting for me out in the rain.
I won't cry, not tonight,
Cause there is somebody waiting for me.
Ohhhhh yeahhh.
I take a walk,
The streets are busy tonight,
And I'm searching for you,
Waiting to brush your shoulder.
When I'm alone,
I watch the faces roll by. Roll, roll, roll right by me.
Well I know, I won't cry cause there is somebody, somebody,
Somebody waiting for me, out in the rain.
I won't cry, not tonight,
Cause there is somebody waiting for me.
How many words will go unspoken?
Ohh.
'Til I hear knocking on my door?
I need some talking the nights I spent heartbroken.
But tonight I know,
I won't cry no more.
Ohhhh.
I lie awake.
I left the porch light on.
I hope it helps you to find your way.
Outside
I hear the thunder roll by. Roll, roll, roll right by me.
I know, I won't cry cause there is somebody, somebody,
Somebody waiting for me, out in the rain.
Not gonna cry tonight
No
Cause there is somebody waiting for me.
Not gonna cry tonight
No no no no no no no
Oh yeah
Oh ohhhh, not gonna cry,
Not tonight
Cause there is somebody waiting for me.
I stay behind watching the credits roll by.
Roll, roll, roll right by me.


norman ran through the snow at 9:12 PM [comment]

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004

cant really slp .. so blog now...

dun really understand how could a person move on so fast... i dont really get it .


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Monday, November 01, 2004

sometimes, hopes just fade away so easily in just short time? i dun know what else i could put on this blog... but.. all i can say is ... i dun think there is any hope left...


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