Saturday, October 30, 2004

well, headed to church to serve at kids ministry. had a good time there.... took care of a kid which i knew. its was a brother of my friend. just wondered why god made some people the way they are, while most of the kids just sit around and play.

i just cant help but really wonder why... stares people giving them... just really wanted to block the stare glares away from the kid...

sometimes, i think i think too much... why so? i still cant figure out why....

and abt the nightmare i had a couple of nights ago, i was glad i woke up from it... i thought i was dying ... phew...




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Friday, October 29, 2004

could not slp last night... had a real nightmare.

details of the dream. " i was at my kitchen window .... suddenly, a couple jumped from the opposite blk. i saw them going down and i heard freaking laughters coming from the couple. after that,i was in the shoes of the couple.. trying to wake up but could not breathe.

to continue in the night.


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Thursday, October 28, 2004

what can i do when i miss you?
what can i do when i cant see ever you?
what am i supposed to do
what am i to you?


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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

hmm ... sometimes, i feel lost.. like today... i felt really lost once i got home... sigh... dun really wanna explain why... just did not feel good...



*i hope you are studying hard for your exams... do take care of yourself ... and all the best... *


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Saturday, October 23, 2004

everything i touched , saw and felt today had triggered the memories. I dun know why it happened, i just dun know why... why why why?????? i cant forgive myself... i cant...


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Thursday, October 21, 2004

a single word may not mean much to another person, but ur single word meant the world to me...


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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

slacking back at home .... bored...

basically... nothing much happened ... so nothing could happen....

kinda sch days for me .... not really happening but fun to be in sch...

how i wished time could be turned back....


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Sunday, October 17, 2004

sigh... not a really good day for me. 17 oct.. but kinda fun
let me tell you why... i went to sentosa trails. while trying to get down.. i crashed twice. not much ... but kinda painful... it rained after i left the trail .. got stuck at some hall at siloso. waited for a while before heading to harbourfront to makan ... headed to sch before going home...

reached home, quarrelled with my stupid bro ... he wanted to pick a fight with me... wanna use knife to stab me or something... i could not be bothered with him cause i just went to the trail trying hard not to get myself killed there. so he took up the knife .. but was stopped by my parents...

the end


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17th Oct

back at home... slacking all the way... hahaha .. today seems to be a hard day for my darn mind. cant really seem to know why.. why cant it leave my mind? ... well, have to slp now ... sigh... not really in a right frame of mind... sigh...


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Friday, October 15, 2004

sitting in the comforts of my own chair .. typing this entry...

had to complete a presentation by tonight.. which was completed just minutes ago. boring day... headed out to labrador to see the sunset. It was exceptionally beautiful today..
had some thoughts of her again... dun know what triggered my mind... haiz...

heading to slp soon ... tomorrow will be another long day....


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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

congrats to cs for passing his tp test... good for you bro... haha...

today is the first day of sch... kinda fun actually .... met the same old classmates again... feels good.... hahaha ... had the poly forum briefing after that... boring manz... well, for the sake of getting to thailand... have to tahan this meetings....

i still couldnt find out the answer to the questions in my head... well, time will tell right peeps?




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Monday, October 11, 2004

a quote heard from brian today ~ life , we choose to live it 2 ways.. either you live happily or you live badly and its evil to yourself ...~ if you invert the word "live", it means evil....

back to sch soon... kinda bored... the blues are back manz... i just hope to motivate myself more.. haha... get some As ....


well, i guess maybe its time to think of what i should do ... cause i really cant take being uncertain in some isssues which really matters to my heart....

getting late now.. ciaoz...


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Sunday, October 10, 2004

i understand... but why? really would wish to meet ya... but i guess u dun see the need too .. its ok ..


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Saturday, October 09, 2004

kinda tired right now.. lazyto get out of bed this afternoon...

went to cycle at east coast. slacked a while before zul met up with us. decided to venture into the lands of changi village. saw a group of cyclist from np... followed them back to east coast.
reached home at around 6 plus... and went to slp.

honestly, i am a lil confused abt some things.... well, gtg ... ciaoz...


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Friday, October 08, 2004

well, here i am blogging cause i am really bored at home...


slacked at home again. entertained myself with some online fantasy nba game, watched some tv, read newspaper , read the Bible , looked for some bike parts online and stuff... nothing really much unusual.

~ take care ... pray u will recover quickly... :) ~

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

PFT results 

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yay~ i got gold for my PFT... hahaa not bad considering i have not exercised much... hehe... well, i decided to pump up myself to get fitter .... better get prepared for NS .... if not ... i will be doomed....

had some cycling today... kinda tired .. usually i wouldn't speed that much... dun know why i did today....

watched a movie on HBO today... liked the quote at the ending of the movie [ giving in its purest form, expects nothing in return] .....

~ hope u are doing fine ... tc and get well soon ....~


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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

hmm.. yay.. the class roster was out.. and the class remained the same.. finally educators at RP got sick and tired of changing the classes .

did nothing productive today.. slacked the whole day at home... rested ...played some com games.

just wondering what will it be like if i had the chance? well, another wishful thinking of mine ....


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Monday, October 04, 2004

well today is the 4th of OCt... nothing to blog much... just the thoughts


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oh ... great... 4 am in the morning and i am blogging ... unable to slp again. my auntie bought some nougots ... yummy!!!!

kinda bored now.. so decided to bore myself with some news on the web.

bored to death... killing my heart...


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Sunday, October 03, 2004

back home after a drinking session with dell and co. what a joke... dell got his wish of getting wasted.. almost a K/O. he drank a cup called the " something something muth@f@#ker" that was really a good drink.. all sorts of crap in it... power.... . had a good time there... wasnt too suprised to see that dumb boy getting wasted.... well, not a bad day in fact.

went for service today... the sermon made alot of sense to me today.... really hit my mind with the stuff that was preached today... really really happy to head to church today... wanted to blog down a quote ... but cant really remember what was it....

currently listening to the song by 5ive- until the time is thru... quite an old song... old= i dun know when....

getting tired .. getting some sleep .. ciaoz


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Saturday, October 02, 2004

happy birthday to dell...

sitting on the couch and typing this entry. had nothing much to do but work during the last two days... kinda boring work. but it was really easy. gave much thought abt past while working ... placed me off my work but still managed to complete it quickly...

it was not easy thinking thru what was in the past. now still... well , dun have much to type out now...


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