Thursday, September 30, 2004
hmmm i am blogging in the middle of the night again. cant slp again sigh... at 2.51 am. planning to watch some soccer.
finally i improved my results for sem 1 of year 2. improved my GPA by 0.02 . still an improvement ... got three B's and a C ...
nightz peeps
norman ran through the snow at 2:47 AM [comment]
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
whats up? chin xi is trying to be act english. crazy guy.. get a life bro... Lol
sometimes i dun really understand myself. why Didnt my temper flare up when i was talking to her? its is so weird. just dun really know why i could take everything till now... just dont get it....
norman ran through the snow at 2:22 AM [comment]
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Monday, September 27, 2004
i dun know what might happen in the future... but i just pray for the best....
yeah, i am still blank from last night... slept at ard 5 . really could not sleep...
really still lost now... what am i supposed to do now? this feeling has been there since yesterday... i feel kinda useless right now.... itching to do something ....ARGH!
norman ran through the snow at 11:25 PM [comment]
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have nothing to blog... seriously ... blank in the mind ... nothing more to add...
norman ran through the snow at 1:17 AM [comment]
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Thursday, September 23, 2004
.. i think u have received it tonight ... i hope u will agree to it...
it has been quite a while. starting afresh with you? i tried again.. will it work?
i will definitely change... i will...
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY.. NVRLEAVE TAT PERSON.. U'LL NVR NOEWHENU'LL NEED HIM/HER BACK IN YOUR LIFEAGAIN..TREASURE YOUR LOVEDONCE..YOU'LL NVR NOE IF YOURRELATIONSHIP WIF YOUR PARTNERWOULDACTUALLY MEAN A LIFE TO HIM..
Do take care ... get plenty of rest . strive for the best ya. but dun stress yourself out too much ya.. u will always be in my heart...
norman ran through the snow at 11:59 PM [comment]
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Monday, September 20, 2004
hmm, i cant forgive myself. i am really sorry abt the mistakes i made in the past. i understood how much pain and hurt i had caused in the past. I am sorry. really sorry.
i would really want to make amends and start everything anew. I will change. no matter what... i will. i just hope u will give me a precious chance....
norman ran through the snow at 11:55 PM [comment]
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i just pray that u will agree ... its been kinda long time... half a year.. .. people do change... i realised my mistakes and have changed.... i dun know what will convince you ...but ya, i really wish that the chance will exist. i blew the past chances. i am sorry. would u give me one more. do forgive me .... i hope we could start anew again....
norman ran through the snow at 1:17 AM [comment]
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Friday, September 17, 2004
just came back from the chalet at changi. it was an eye opener. the tranquil surrounding was really relaxing. a break which i very much needed. had a fun time there. just enjoying a world without worries.
sixth month.. sigh... no reply? sigh...
norman ran through the snow at 2:29 PM [comment]
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
came back from orchard ... had a pleasure time with charlton and shelly. watched a movie and played some pool... today was the last day of sch. sigh... will kinda miss my class. one of the best classes i had in my entire sch life.
currently singing to a song which i love the lyrics.. part of it... its called
journey-
open arms
Lying beside you, here in the dark. Feeling your heart beat with mine.Softly you whisper, you're so sincere.How could our love be so blind.We sailed on togetherWe drifted apart.And here you are by my side.So now I come to you, with open arms.Nothing to hide, believe what I say.So here I am with open arms.Hoping you'll see what your love means to me.
Open arms Living without you, living alone.This empty house seems so coldWanting to hold you, wanting you near. How much I wanted you home.But now that you've come back.Turned night into dayI need you to stay.
sigh ... signin off
norman ran through the snow at 1:59 AM [comment]
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Monday, September 13, 2004
hmm... i kinda miss her ... where is she? i dun know... havent seen her since teachers day.. havent spoke to her for a few months now... sigh...
shall blog some rubbish today. went to the kickstart thingy for the poly forum at S'pore poly. its kinda boring in the morning. i slept as the first speaker was practising his magical skill of hypnotising ppl to slp. spent the whole day there before going to holland for a slack with brian.
later in the night, did some cycling with the gang. headed to sentosa. camped there for a while before heading home for some good rest.
sunday? went for poly play day at BTH. tiring .
camping at home now ready to watch a movie on my lappy and reviewing some handphones.
sometimes i feel a bit strange when i think of her. it seems some way or another, something will be linked back to her. just dun know. she seems to have problems? or not ? i dun know... she is in love with someone else? i dun know ... what more can i say? i am a sitting duck.
norman ran through the snow at 1:31 AM [comment]
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Saturday, September 11, 2004
just dun understand how people think ... sigh... why cant i ?sigh
norman ran through the snow at 1:02 AM [comment]
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Wednesday, September 08, 2004
i finally understood why i am still love with her. even after five months we broke up. Just put it this way that huifen is the one i truly love, more than anyone else besides my family. i could not even bear to let go. i cant. nothing seems more impt to me than her. no one had made me feel this way till she came along .
well, if she is happy the way she is right now, i will just wish her all the best.
i hope she is reading this. yes, i still love her.
norman ran through the snow at 2:11 AM [comment]
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Monday, September 06, 2004
hmm ... something is in my mind.... why there wasnt a reply?
someone asked me this. why do i keep this feeling for so long? why? i dont get tired? why not other people... but her?
well, tired, yes .. occasionally..
other people? no
why do i keep this feeling ? cause i still love her deeply and too much.
norman ran through the snow at 11:06 PM [comment]
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hmm ... something is in my mind.... why there wasnt a reply?
someone asked me this. why do i keep this feeling for so long? why? i dont get tired? why not other people... but her?
well, tired, yes .. occasionally..
other people? no
why do i keep this feeling ? cause i still love her deeply and too much.
norman ran through the snow at 11:06 PM [comment]
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Sunday, September 05, 2004
its a few msges, but i am really happy and contented...
norman ran through the snow at 11:36 PM [comment]
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Saturday, September 04, 2004
had been to a special place. before this day ends, just wanna say that ... i still love u....
norman ran through the snow at 11:56 PM [comment]
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it will never be the same again. you know my heart. you know me. words will not be out of my sight. keeping it within my heart. today is the 4TH sept.
i had a dream. perfect one.
you know my desires, you know my heart.
everything i ask and pray. Amen
norman ran through the snow at 2:44 AM [comment]
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
is it ok to miss someone who may not care for you? is it ok to love someone who doesnt not have feelings for you? sigh... the moment i saw her, everything came back. Filled with memories. i guess i had not forgotten her .... i dun know whats happening around her . i dun know anything.
really dun know myself anymore. someone told me to forget someone by bringing up the hate for her. but i cant really bring upon myself to do that. How can i ever hate a person whom i truly love. there is no way i could do that.
there were times that i angered/ made her sad when i was with her, i dun know if it is too late, but i feel sorry. really sorry.
maybe its time to think further and not go day-by day abt it. sigh....
norman ran through the snow at 12:54 AM [comment]
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