Tuesday, November 16, 2004

hmmm... its been quite a long time since i physically typed out....

finally i could head out to venture to bangkok. Kinda exciting to be there for the forum but i will miss many stuff , esp my lovely Giant. i will not get to have an orgasm with Giant. HaHa...

I dun know what else to put. too lazy to put...
just living my life in quietness...

when p gary told me that i am a guy whom he does not know what i am thinking, i was pondering.. am i introvert? sometimes i dun have the desire to speak out my feelings. I dun really think its somehow necessary for me to speak out abt myself. It has backfired so many times till i just shut up when possible. Do i really have to speak out?

i just crack jokes and do stupid things to cover my quietness... i just dun let people know i am so negative abt everything. i dun want the past to plague me. but there are times which i cant erase it. not point talking abt the past. it makes me sad... once i think of it, it turns me off to whatever i will do. i really cant carry this on... really tired ... ciaoz ppl.


norman ran through the snow at 11:42 PM [comment]

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